I wish I could lend my soul the way you lend yours,

To the lips of a girl when she plays your chords.

Strumming with innate sense of sympathy,

Creating worlds that were simply meant to be.

Effortless beauty, a change in time,

Helpless fantasy, the hope in mine.

• • • Roll her between my fingers
      Bite her between my teeth
      Draw her into my wanting mouth.
      Curls inside my aching chest

      And I beg for sweet release

• Her hot elusive fingers

  Slide back up my throat

  She blows gently against my lips

  And draw again

  Praying this time,

  I wont choke.

Crunch, I stood on it

Crack, beneath my feet

Why did no one tell me this felt so good?

Easy tears, easy easy sliding across and tearing up easily

Shards upon shard upon shards

Only a few jabs, you know what they're like

Pops up, licks me lick me- quickly!

wash it away with warm water

Pull sleeves over the wet wet

Oh! But it's so hot now

Mutter and curse, words- word

"I'm so sad sad sad"

Maybe, maybe but maybe

I'm just mad.

A strange silence reverbs across my mind

A silence so deafening, so terrifyingly absent

A resounding emptiness within my hollow chest

All the music in me has gone

All my music has gone.

TIme is a manacle around my wrist

Binding me to reality

My feet stay firmly on the ground

When I just want to fly

To capture it's wild heart in a cage and

Keep it chained

Hidden behind smiles

Destroyed and broken

"Never sing again"

I am broken loose, and untethered,

Please come across as my heaven,

Snapped apart, and left to be -

I am not chosen for anybody.

Rift of pain, so vile and deep -

When did love become so cheap?

Left to nurse an absent heart,

Never again my chariot.

Loss of Magic.

Depression isn't a feeling for me.

It's an absence of feeling.

I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all.

I'd rather be full of misery than empty.

Without feeling I am nothing.

Without feeling I simply

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She doesn't need the sky,

She creates her own stars,

And in the, darkest night,

I'm still drawn to you.

I tried to cut into my chest,

But realised I didn't have the heart.

She burns on my lips.

I'm yours,

As long as you want me,

But don't you dare play with my heart,

I'm yours,

As long as you'll have me,

So come on,

And play your part.

I long to give you,

What you want,

A smile that never falters,

A love that never stops.

She died under the Angel sign-

I knew her well,

She wasn't mine,

My angel,

On the Northern line.

I wonder if you notice,

How I light up when you're around,

How you're the only person,

Stood in a crowd.

I see you,

I know you.

I'd adore,

And deplore,

You'd applaude,

And ignore.

This little wild animal,

Licks me to sleep,

Kills the rage,

Kills the pain,

My wild animals,

Silver blue,

You are my conscience,

You are my Muse.

This skin is flawed,

I cannot pretend,

I cannot hide,

And to you,

I cannot lie,

Not when you make me feel,

Exactly,

The way you do.

You are like a dream,

One touch is all it takes,

And just like childish things,

I put my mind away.

'Distraction' you say,

'Attraction' I pray.

I can see the skin you're in,

Is wearing ever so slightly thin,

I can tell by the face you wear,

Is not yours,

But one you prepare.

Staunch not my wound,

But my heart,

For it hath loved you,

Too much,

Lucid.

My starcrossed lover,

My four leafed clover,

Is a beauty,

Like no other.

Towards you I'm drawn,

Like a moth to a flame,

You've enticed me,

And now I'm entranced,

By you.

Absurdly I hover,

Around your aura,

I'm so burnt and dazed,

But you draw me in,

Again.

You must be North,

And I'll be South,

'Cause when I'm with you,

I see,

Nothing,

Else.

Your blunt words,

They cut right through me,

I'm sick of being,

Who you want me to be,

So now I'm playing,

By my own rules,

And I'm,

Beating you.

I'm like your jigsaw,

You take me apart,

Piece,

By,

Piece.

Sticks and stones,

May break my bones,

But your words are knives,

And they cut apart my soul.

Why are you asking me to sing,

When I can scream louder than your heart beats?

Don't ask for my name,

When you could ask for whom my heart breaks,

Don't cry and doubt,

When the time is now,

Take my hand I'll lend my new found interest in what you do,

Who needs supernatural when they've got you?

When I get that rush.

If I focus my eyes on you like a camera,

If you let me take your picture,

I'll be here,

And last forever.

Spare me a thought sometime,

And you can hear mine,

You're on my mind girl,

All of the time.

Kiss me,

Love me,

Everything you touch turns into gold,

I hope for your sake it substitutes the feelings you withold.

Sick of talk,

So I wrote this in prose,

Sick of talk when you wont constitutes these lows.

I'm running on empty,

Buzzing on your sightless eyes,

Taking a glance at my hopes,

Hungry for a life.

I'll love her like ecstasy,

Give her a smile that never falters,

I'll be the air she breathes,

In my arms I'll always hold her.

I need this more than you'll ever know,

I'll prove this to be the one thing I can do,

I want to be able to show,

That I can't do this without you.

Hold not thine eyes where love divides,

Rather take me to your arms divine,

Press me to the beat beneath your chest,

And there let lovers eyes rest.