Blood ties

Blood binds

Blood cries

Blood tears

Blood time

Blood lies

Blood feels

Blood signs

Blood hides

Blood minds

Blood highs

Blood, mine.

I wish I could lend my soul the way you lend yours,

To the lips of a girl when she plays your chords.

Strumming with innate sense of sympathy,

Creating worlds that were simply meant to be.

Effortless beauty, a change in time,

Helpless fantasy, the hope in mine.

• • • Roll her between my fingers
      Bite her between my teeth
      Draw her into my wanting mouth.
      Curls inside my aching chest

      And I beg for sweet release

• Her hot elusive fingers

  Slide back up my throat

  She blows gently against my lips

  And draw again

  Praying this time,

  I wont choke.

Crunch, I stood on it

Crack, beneath my feet

Why did no one tell me this felt so good?

Easy tears, easy easy sliding across and tearing up easily

Shards upon shard upon shards

Only a few jabs, you know what they're like

Pops up, licks me lick me- quickly!

wash it away with warm water

Pull sleeves over the wet wet

Oh! But it's so hot now

Mutter and curse, words- word

"I'm so sad sad sad"

Maybe, maybe but maybe

I'm just mad.

A strange silence reverbs across my mind

A silence so deafening, so terrifyingly absent

A resounding emptiness within my hollow chest

All the music in me has gone

All my music has gone.

TIme is a manacle around my wrist

Binding me to reality

My feet stay firmly on the ground

When I just want to fly

To capture it's wild heart in a cage and

Keep it chained

Hidden behind smiles

Destroyed and broken

"Never sing again"