people look at me like i'm strange
and sometimes i feel alone
no one understand the mania
perpetrator undergoes
lover of the underdog
why do only i sympathise
when young kids with no hope
just grow up to die
i sometimes think i'm sick
for relating so, to sin
but i shake it off like april rain
if life's a game, why shouldn't i win?

i feel like such a stranger
looking from the outside in
sleep strange angel, there's no return now
i've betrayed my brothers and my kin
kiss away the pain
remember the last farewell

boy, i know i'm deranged
that's why i'm in this hell