I'll stay awake forever
I'm scared that if I close my eyes you'll disappear
I know you deserve better
but I'm too jealous to let you go

it doesn't matter that I'd give you my blood
when he can give you something else
it's not that I want you to feel unloved
it's that I don't want him to love you

I hate to think of you in his embrace
and the thought makes me sick
I want to wipe that smile off his face
every time you touch, every time you kiss

maybe I'm just bitter, in fact I know that I am
love tastes sweeter than I could understand
when it's not wrapped around me
I long for it to return.